Please help me i think its something more than ADHD!?

well ya u sound kind of crazy....but whatever u are im at least twice as crazy. i know how u feel, like sometimes i think of myself as a normal person, but then something quickly reminds me that im not... not sure wat u might have...but like if you look it up, a large percentage of famous people who changed the world were at one point or currently afflicted by a mental illness. and all a mental illness is is a imbalance of neurotransmitters in a persons brain, its not like super bad or anything....