Tuesday, December 20, 2011

I am so embared and worried I lost their respect: little long but appreciated?

Well I go and play pool pretty much everyday at this pool hall/bar. I go there mainly to just play pool and have a beer or two I don't let guys even try to pick up on me because Im serious about playing pool and getting better. Anyway, since I go there all the time I am kind of learning from some of the other people playing and this one older guy (Jim) is teaching me a lot. Well on Saturday I had a little too much to drink and Jim and I were playing on a team against these other 2 guys my age and we won them and after we were done we all went outside to have a smoke. One of the guys was flirting with me and Jesse said come on we need to go back inside and practice but I said I'll be there in a minute well the guy pulled me in al started kissing me and everyone saw and then while I was playing I kept talking to him and he asked for my number and I was going to leave with him but Jim said no Lindsey I will take you home. Which was very good of him, but the guy ended up calling me like an hour later and wanted to hang out so we went to Denny's to compare a few drawings and then when he was dropping me off we fooled around in the car and I forgot my artwork. I txt him the next day and he said he would take care of it and give it to me next tiem he sees me..but he never said or asked when that would be and I havent heard from him and Im afraid to call him cuz im afraid I will look like I want him. I don't know, i think he just wanted a one night stand with me but he didn't get the whoel thing and now is not interested but I do want my drawing back. Im also embared becasue I wasn't taking pool seriously that night and Im afraid Jim lost respect for me and I was talking about how I have anxiety problems, and all the artwork I have and just a bunch of non-sense and Now Im embared.. What do I do about this. How to I face Jim and how do I face that guy who has my drawing?

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